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4 Month Hiatus

Oh how time flies!

Where have I Been? Whats been going on? How are things going? Let's start with where I've been: This summer was actually pretty relaxing for me. I didn't do too many exciting thing, a spontaneous trip or two here and there, which was good. This was my first summer working full time at my new job so I really didn't have much vacation time! Had a few trips up to Las Vegas which was great, tried my luck this time at an actual cards table which was good.....didn't win but didn't lose! And to wrap up summer I took a trip to SoCal with a girl who was a friend but we ended up briefly dating and that didn't end well. Didn't really get to spend much time at the Lake's here in Arizona like I did last summer but there's always next year! This was my first REAL Arizona summer and let me tell you it was HOT. Last year was a joke compared to this year. But its coming to an end now and we've got a solid 6-8 months of awesome weather right around the corner!

What's been going on and How are things going: Things are going good, recently a little more anxious than normal possibly due to the fact that I was dating someone, mentioned above, and that didn't end too well. But besides that things are going well with my job, family, and friends. My gym days have been stopped mainly due to the fact that I slept bad about a month ago and my neck has been giving me a ton of problems. That triggered a trip to a chiropractor who told me my posture is bad and I carry my neck too forward which puts a strain on my neck muscles. So I enrolled in an 8 week chiropractic/physical therapy program to correct my posture and get my neck muscles healed....I'm on week 3 now. Its been going well and my neck feels better but the muscles stills seem a bit tender so I've been trying to keep away from too much physical activity.

Small but necessary update, goodnight for now.

Leaving you all with an awesome poster I picked up for my wall. I came across this in an article I was reading in one of the business magazines I Read. Simply put, its Awesome!


Check it out here:
http://shop.holstee.com/products/holstee-manifesto-poster#.UF_hEalMYc4


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